Here Comes The Rain Again - Eurythmics
Monday, February 9, 2009 by Genre
Today I noticed how empathic I am. I feed off the energy others send out. I can't see people cry, or I start to cry. It doesn't matter if it's staged in a movie, or real at a funeral. I can't do it. If people are laughing, I'm laughing. It's not typical for me to be the odd one in a bad mood when surrounded by people having a good time.
Hearing Nicole's voice was such a snap back to reality. I needed to hear her and I didn't even realize it until she called.
I've been lamenting all weekend, about my dog, Leonard, my friends, high school, everything. I discovered that since my breakup, my confidence in myself has been completely dashed. I'm working on getting that back. Looking back from today and last week, I've improved. I can only go up from here and I'm excited. I'm not letting him control me anymore. It's time to move on with my life because he's not going to wait around for me at all. If we end up back together, then we end up back together, which would be nice. That's not a guarantee though. No more wasting my life thinking about what was and what could've been. This is what it was, this is what it is, who knows how it will be. I'll know when those times come.
I have no music I want to listen to lately. I haven't found anything new, so I've reverted to a childhood favourite to bide me time. Everyone knows I adore Annie Lenox. My playlist has consisted of Mylene Farmer, and the Eurythmics.
This is why I love Nicole; she knows me better than anyone on the planet:
"Nicole
haha
I like how I know you hold down the shift button instead of using caps lock"
Hearing Nicole's voice was such a snap back to reality. I needed to hear her and I didn't even realize it until she called.
I've been lamenting all weekend, about my dog, Leonard, my friends, high school, everything. I discovered that since my breakup, my confidence in myself has been completely dashed. I'm working on getting that back. Looking back from today and last week, I've improved. I can only go up from here and I'm excited. I'm not letting him control me anymore. It's time to move on with my life because he's not going to wait around for me at all. If we end up back together, then we end up back together, which would be nice. That's not a guarantee though. No more wasting my life thinking about what was and what could've been. This is what it was, this is what it is, who knows how it will be. I'll know when those times come.
I have no music I want to listen to lately. I haven't found anything new, so I've reverted to a childhood favourite to bide me time. Everyone knows I adore Annie Lenox. My playlist has consisted of Mylene Farmer, and the Eurythmics.
This is why I love Nicole; she knows me better than anyone on the planet:
"Nicole
haha
I like how I know you hold down the shift button instead of using caps lock"